I told my best friend some of the details of the abuse my ex did to me tonight. I’ve been building up the courage to tell her for over a year and a half. Now I am at home feeling anxious and nervous and not sleeping. I haven’t stayed up past 2am in a long time. I’m wide awake. Why do I feel so weird after telling about major trauma. I trust my friend, she’s amazing, but there’s something about saying it out loud that just makes it all….real…..
uggghhhhh……*sigh*